Comments, thoughts & musings are all welcome! i think its most likely well have a little joke between them about it - one of them calling the other boyfriend and the other replying with oh im your boyfriend am i? / arent you thats what i WANT anyway, so did ben just sit and drink alone in the vic with the hope that callum would need him, An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works, and of course callum did in fact need him, also every time ben and habiba are in the same shot i start visibly vibrating, Callum is actually the one to bring it up to Ben. Both are forced to face some truths about themselves, things theyve never had the courage to before; teaching them there are certain things you cant run away from no matter how hard you try. This ask is so wonderful I kinda want to print it and hang it on my wall. Ballum is wonderfully casually written and I love it. Bronze Member. I have been planning this fan fiction for a while now, and I am so incredibly excited to show you whats in store for Albert Square this year. Feel free to guess who else appears as we go along! I don't think it a big spoiler to confirm this a Ballum fic at this point though, even if only one of them is obviously present to start. (If you haven't seen The Traitors I hope I've offered enough explanation along the way that it makes sense). Going back to the beginning 2019, Callum's still in the army, when he's injured in combat he needs help in his recovery and moves in with his brother and fianc Raine. Language: English Words: 65,029 . While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Comments, thoughts & musings are all welcome! ), favourites include @calthighway @dingletragedy @thefancyspin @halfwayinit @callumsmitchells @oceandawning @juguitos @smugdensmitchell @yasisworld @stillamess. Im missing some- I know I am. The explicit rating is there to cover those chapters depicting sexual content - while not frequent, these do exist where I feel Ballum's sexual relationship has something to add to their narrative. Can their fragile connection survive against the judgement of their community? So I talk about Ballum to people privately who actually love them and are interested in them as a fictional relationship, and the story arcs they have instead of constant petulant moaning. I wanna give a shoutout to all the small fanfic writers, who aren't on Tumblr and Twitter. Whitney is not in this story. its nothing that callum isnt used to, his dad and his big brother stuart fight almost every day, leaving callum to tiptoe around the broken pieces of their family that they leave behind. Despite all the obstacles in their path they gravitate towards eachother and find it impossible to resist the power of the connection between them. Callum and Ben have been running in one way or another, their whole lives. Ben and Callum taking Lexi to school, Lexi running to Callum and giving him a hug, Lexi asking for a puppyI mean, I'm sure I've read all those things so having them play out . Now that hes out of the army for good, Callum needs to get himself a job and ends up finding one with the help of a friend from his past. Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (1153), Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell (2118), Whitney Dean/Callum "Halfway" Highway (60), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Lexi Pearce (34), Callum ''Halfway'' Highway/Chris Kennedy (23), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Alternate Universe - Pride and Prejudice Fusion, resurrect angie watts please chris clenshaw, possibly the most historically inaccurate thing, Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell/Kheerat Panesar. An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works A bit of nonsense filling in the gaps of Jays stag night. He moved away from Walford to be away from his dad. Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. if you wanna know if he loves you so by @thefancyspin. is max bowden deaf in real life. Eve is an outcast, brought into the Slater family only out of Stacey Slater's kindness. Unfortunately, the Ballum fandom accuses EE fans of homophobia if they do not agree with their view of Ben and Callum's relationship.. T.Lanette . This is what would happen if Ben Mitchell and callum highway had instagram accounts Happy Im out, happy I get to be myself, happy Im here with you 'as you should be. Alternative scene continuation in The Arches after Ben lies to Phil to protect Callum on the morning of their wedding. (If you haven't seen The Traitors I hope I've offered enough explanation along the way that it makes sense). I hope you enjoy! length: 2.8k High-quality materials, elaborate craftsmanship and multipurpose design, this is the most important pursuit of S-ZONE; providing bags varied from casual to professional, from leather backpack purse to laptop tote bag, from crossbody phone purse to duffel bag. Will follow some timelines and characters but its about the attraction between two beautiful souls. After being medically discharged from the army, Callum moves into his brother's flat with the intention of forging a new path in life. Callum later shoots Mick when he is robbing a van that Callum is in, not realising it was Mick under a mask. Ben and Callum first kiss by ur mum. summary: ben holds the file in his hands. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Take later. I will stay largely true to canon, although on the odd occasion may misrepresent the true order scene were played out in where that would suit my narrative better! Just here thinking about how much Ben and Callum look at each other with so much love and they probably know theyre in love or maybe they dont but those looks, everyone can see theyre smitten for each other. Thunder sounded, and suddenly, the sky was dark with violent-looking clouds. Please consider turning it on! On his first day on the job, a new colleague gives Callum a nickname to which Callum does not like. (amidst all the celebrations, a lot of creations go under the radar so heres a little collection of ben x callum christmassy for everyone to enjoy! Do you not post things that are about authors you don't like or something? I wanted Jack to ruin Callum. (6.8k words), happy fanfic writer appreciation day to every single writer in our extremely talented fandom . Trouble strikes again in Watford. Organization for Transformative Works, A Version of the Truth - K8Jax83 - EastEnders (TV) [Archive of Our Own], New Parts to Play - K8Jax83 - EastEnders (TV) [Archive of Our Own], Crystal Blue Eyes. And it wasnt him that was actually paying the price the most. Just one night, no strings, like we said. Chapters: 6/? Callum asked Ben as he reached for a third controller from his bag. Watch the NEW series of Albert Squared, the EastEnders gameshow, here https://bit.ly/3tILL6ZAfter things get heated between Ben and Callum, Ben finds sol. They take the time to reminisce and enjoy reliving some memories, that are just for the two of them. summary: it was phil. Callum held Ben close to him and caressed his hair. About US. Ben is generally affection starved, Id say. feel free to use any of these! when i need your love, if I need your help, would you rescue me? It's getting closer to the wedding and Callum is just trying to keep it all together. For the first time in years he was happy how his life was. I normally like fanfiction a lot but I think because Ballum is on-going with so many ups and downs situations , I might be too distracted with the plots to fully embrace the beautiful stories out-there. I am sorry to all the wonderfully talented fic writers out there- I will get there eventually This fandom is the most talented Ive been involved in writer wise- so many great writers- each bringing their (1/? Set in the future, suggesting that Callum left Walford in current storyline. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". For me it was when Ben kisses Callum on his cheek, Callum raised his left hand like he was hugging Ben's hip back, the little smirk on Ben's face, then Ben let down his hand, accidently touched Callum hand but Callum held it, Ben stroke his thumb on Callum's hand like he wanted to hold Callum hand too , the look bettween them and the way Callum didn't . Just like you said, all he had were those one night stands, those purely sexual hookups. Chapters: 7/? Back in 2019, we called EastEnders ' burgeoning #Ballum plot one of the "most compelling LGBTQ+ storylines of the year". Be it dancers, footballers or a paramedic and their patient, it is always so recognisably Ben and Callum. I will stay largely true to canon, although on the odd occasion may misrepresent the true order scene were played out in where that would suit my narrative better! Thanks to anyone who has so far. Changing there world upside down. Callum Highway, also known by his Nickname Halfway, is the son of Jonno Highway, brother of Stuart Highway and the husband of Ben Mitchell. @calthighway @thefancyspin, calthighway is the absolute queen of AUs. A teenager who committed suicide due to his tragic life gets a second chance in the body of everyone's favorite neighborhood Spider-Man. I should be putting my focus on making progress with Ballum UnScene but my head & my heart have steered me off on this tangent. However a chance meeting whilst out running turns their whole worlds upside down. Chapter 5 of this is up (Link ), if anyone is interested in reading. The two most powerful students in the entire school meet once again as rivals. @tony_clay76. . See a recent post on Tumblr from @k8jax83 about ballum fanfic. Some mature language and scenes included :) Considering Im still very early on in my plans for this story, Im starting to fear just how long this will end being! Ben starts his course and Callum tries to support him though it. callum's working behind the bar and ben takes it upon himself to annoy callum throughout his shift - but why? Ben Mitchell now has a job as a construction worker after coming out of prison for the death of heather trott. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Will follow some timelines and characters but its about the attraction between two beautiful souls. Going back to the beginning 2019, Callum's still in the army, when he's injured in combat he needs help in his recovery and moves in with his brother and fianc Raine. Characters such as Janine, Lola Frankie and Kheerat will stay on for longer than they will/did in real-life, but I have planned their exits for a future date. ~ . He was wrong, he didnt listen when he was needed the most. Will the white lie Callum tells, in the heat of the moment, about how and why they met, make a huge difference to the course of their relationship or will it be another thing that eventually catches up with him? Callums arms stretch across him and its dark but Ben knows the lines of him well enough to feel safe, comforted. (feb 2023)Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! An alternative take on the 05/09/19 bedroom scenes. Callum reassures him saying everything will be ok. A one shot chapter covering a small basis of Callum with PTSD. Hiring people to write Ballum fan fiction to air on BBC One during prime-time television? Cute collections of Ballum Fluff, them being cute and flirty, If there are any errors let me know and I'll correct them. So whats the chances its tomorrows episode and that while hes dancing with Lex, Callum comes down the stairs buttoning his shirt. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (1008), Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse) (1), Callum "Halfway" Highway/Ben Mitchell (2121), Whitney Dean/Callum "Halfway" Highway (61), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Lexi Pearce (34), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Ben Mitchell & Lexi Pearce (24), Callum ''Halfway'' Highway/Chris Kennedy (22), Callum "Halfway" Highway & Stuart Highway (16), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Paul Coker (vaguely mentioned/referenced), based on that time whitney went on a rampage and decided to run people over, only callum is unfortunately taken out :/, This is admittedly rather sad and heavy so I'd advise you proceed with caution, I feel it's probably appropriate for me to tag 'angst', I wrote and posted this way back in 2021 but removed it after an influx of people complaining lmaoo, gritty police thing that will make no sense, and cook a lasagne too if we have the time, Why is Callum wearing a wig and thigh high boots I dont know, an attempt at giving him the stag he should have got, i'm a little lost in you (and everything you do). Balaam, non-Israelite prophet described in chapters 22-24 of the Book of Numbers, the fourth book of the Hebrew Bible (Old Testament), as a diviner who is importuned by Balak, king of Moab, to place a malediction on the people of Israel, who are camped ominously on the plains of Moab. you can read all of watmcgregors fics here! Although time and fate separates them, they are reunited as UA High students years later, but time has taken a toll on their friendship. rating: teen and up Yeah, he has all these random hookups but he never really gets what he wants from them; to be held and pulled close by someone that loves him. 420 3 1. Is ben able to deal with his own demons and help Callum. But did he find out too late. He runs him a glass of water before joining him in the bathroom. Thanks to anyone whos has read so far. It means: Gender Neutral Reader! This is imagined Ballum-related scenes that take place around those screened. Can I he moves his hand away. Then Lex and Ben dragging a reluctant Callum in to dance with them. Jay and Lola are getting married, but the Ben and Callum breakup is ruining the perfect day. If you'd like to join in, please sign in or register. Summary: Callum and Ben return to the place where they first fell in love to celebrate a special anniversary. My point is the overall EastEnders fandom is respectful and open to discussion about characters and storylines. Browse through and read ballum fanfiction stories and books Its my attempt to tie up loose ends, deal with plot anomalies & generally try to work out how disparate scenes could have linked. Yes, yes to all of these, absolutely. Alternative for the fire at the Mitchells. (feb 2023) Addressing bens intimacy issues because the show still hasn't! Rating: Explicit over the month, he has twelve presents to give to callum, all leading up to the big day. Post Jan 05, 2021 #190 2021 . However, Calllum recognises Mick and tries to help . 616 9 1. O que Y Will he find more than that in his time there? im not sur if well get the boyfriends chat anymore, not with people already referring to them as boyfriends! Summary: Chapter 7 is up for anyone who is interested. A growing relationship between the t Decided to do another Ballum story lol, this one I made up, it is not a real story line. Take later. But non of these guys could ever give him this soft casual affection Callum is giving him right now. Plus I get to show off my boyfriend, So they go to London Pride, they dont dress up too much - normal clothes, just with a pride flag on both their cheeks, Callum doesnt stop holding Bens hand when they finally get in, Ben can tell hes nervous, 'We can always go back home, watch a film 'no. *bows down* xx (2/2), @calthighway @dingletragedy @thefancyspin @halfwayinit @callumsmitchells @oceandawning @juguitos @smugdensmitchell @yasisworld @stillamess22 , Love to Bookl0ver on AO3 - Save Me was exactly the kind of darkness I wanted after the kidnapping storyline. in the distance, he hears the front door slam as his father storms out, most likely heading to the pub to drown his sorrows. Archive of Our Own, Crystal Blue Eyes. summary: ben likes a lot about callum, which goes without saying really since the truth is bens in love with him. Ben tells Callum since Lola died his daughter Lexi is his sole responsibility. A growing relationship between the t Ben struggles with the loss of Callum from tragic accident, The whole of Ballum's storyline from the moment thy met to the present day, This is a story from the point of view from Ben and Callum. Ben blinks, bewildered. ballum - Freeform; Angst; Hurt/Comfort; Angst and Hurt/Comfort; Eventual Smut; Summary. Alternative story for Ben and Callum, set before Ben lost his hearing. Ben shuts out the world on his wedding day, but there's one person he can't hide from. (2.7k words), this is not a temporary love by @halfwayinit, the snowflakes are slowly fluttering to the ground, mesmerising callum as he sits watching from the window. Will you have the strength to claw your way back towards the light or will the dark abyss swallow you whole? what could possibly go wrong? . He knows that now. summary: the five times someone uses the word love + the 1 time ben and callum use it properly. first couple of chapters is a look back in the past. 15 Stories. Go to samaritans.org or mindout.org.uk for advice and support. Despite all the obstacles in their path they gravitate towards eachother and find it impossible to resist the power of the connection between them. Trigge Ben is heartbroken about Sharon not allowing Ben to go to the funeral. Thinking about all the special moments theyve shared, the hurdles theyve faced and how far theyve come since their previous trips to this place, helps them make some important realisations; about what parts they want to play in the future on and off screen. What would happen if it was Callum? An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works DO NOT STEAL Ben and Callum meet and you will have to read to see what happens next. no thats not that case at all? 24th January, love a woo-woo. but does he know the anonymous man? - Chapter 25 - Ethel123 - EastEnders (TV) [Archive of Our Own], Your Final Words - Muddbloodpotter05 - EastEnders (TV) [Archive of Our Own], Show Wher possible, I reference the scene each chapter follows on from, often quoting one of the characters final lines from that scene as an aide-memoire. Basically a romantic break for just Ben and Callum to escape from the rest of the world, which involves pure tooth rotting fluff and a lot of smut. Chapter five of my Ballum AU where Callum's got anger management issues and Ben is a manipulative bastard, plus the usual residents of Albert Square all live inside a tower block together. (2.8k words), fell in love on christmas night by @minimitchell. Ill always remind you how much happiness you deserve 'I love you, They share a kiss and turn back to the performance, arms around each others waist, enjoying the music and each others conpany, It was the first time in years where he felt belonged. she can write fluff, angst AND smut. she has the range @halfwayinit i bloody LOVE seeing katie's fics on my dash! Basically I just extended it a bit <3. He lacked this fundamental, parental affection when he was young (I mean, with Phil being Phil and Kathy kinda abandoning him to fake her own death and the whole awful thing with Stella) and due to his sexuality, it was hard for him to find somebody whod offer him a romantic affection hed be comfortable with. Alternative Universe Story where Callum and Ben didn't meet in walford. Significa: Leitor Neutro de Gnero! I always give a warning of sexual content ahead of any chapter containing it, so those of a more sensitive nature can skip past it if they prefer. Falling for a man, a man who was meant to marry a woman. summary: ben doesn't think he's deserving of what he has family. find out which of my fav fanfic romance tropes you embody. A new story from yours truly. Fandom: EastEnders (TV) things changed when ben got shot, if it wasnt for the shooting, im not sure theyd be at the stage theyre at now, you know? im really really sorry its like 11;30 that im posting this - im hopeless i know - but hey, it's me, . I don't think it a big spoiler to confirm this a Ballum fic at this point though, even if only one of them is obviously present to start. S-ZONE is a brand that specialized in simple but utility, classical but fashionable bags' ZONE since 2012. How fervently theyve touched each other, how urgently and without question. callumhighway benmitchell ballum eastenders gay fanfiction. Alternative for the fire at the Mitchells. Ballum Fan, first. hes suffering the consequences of that mantra. I am writi Ben Mitchell isn't everyone's cuppa tea, in fact he's hardly anybody's, but Callum Highway sees something in him that others don't. 130 Prompts by fabulous @Raekenden for writing Ballum Fanfiction stories. Relationships: Callum Halfway Highway/Ben Mitchell length: 1.5k Theres so many guys on Grindr all around London (I believe, I dont have any experience nor experienced friends when it comes to the London Grindr) not even mentioning Prince Albert. Feel free to message me I am always on my phone reading fanfiction or watching Youtube so always up for a chat. listen i've never cried at a fic before but that last chapter actually had me tearing up a bit ngl , everyone in this fandom is insanely talented but i want to show some love to some favourites: @calthighway in my mind gemma is the queen of au fics. (13k words), twelve presents for the man i love by @callumsmitchells, its december, and ben wants to do christmas a little bit differently this year. Work Search: summary: callum's first pride out of the closet goes better than he could have dreamed. Feel free to guess who else appears as we go along! Hot New # 1. Im just happy. You dont have to 'Im sure. just a collection of prompts and oneshots. Callum and Ben in a world where Ben is in Prison and Callum is a guard. I decided to do a story from the scene off eastenders when Ben and Callum had their fist kiss. Ben letting himself be loved, accepted, cared about, touched in the most gentle way possible. what if Lola panicked after arguing with Ben in the arches about Lola and Peter and called Callum. Work Search: he just wants to go to bed, not think about this wretched holiday, and maybe allow himself to wallow in self pity a little while he's at it. Can Callum save his husband from himself. A collection of Ballum's cutest moments. xx , find all the ballum fic your heart desires here, you're all that i need (underneath the tree), the prettiest sight to see (is right within your heart), something new, something true, something endless, baby im right here, im trying to make it clear that getting half of you just aint enough. Fillers for when the boys are absent from our screens, contemplating what they might be getting up to, or interpretations of what wider motivation was behind the existing scenes. Written as a follow up to Playing the Part so may help to be familiar with that story, although it could be read as a stand alone. Not a surprise that a Mitchell is involved, especially not Ben. ben has had quite a few christmases in his life; 24 to be exact. Loving kitten Ben rubbing himself against totally oblivious Callum.also Ben's little lip biting action is just so hot.. . but what is the last present? ao3 is for fan fiction and I'm a Clayden fan, this is fiction, and is for fans. hey anon! what better way to combine those things than going on a trip up north together between christmas and new years eve. everyone in this fandom is insanely talented but i want to show some love to some favourites: @dingletragedy soph's writing is so beautiful and poetic and soft i love it. Wher possible, I reference the scene each chapter follows on from, often quoting one of the characters final lines from that scene as an aide-memoire. status: complete How do you move forward, when all you seem to be able to is turn back and mourn what was lost? As he tried to come to terms with the craz "Was that the winner's kiss?" first couple of chapters is a look back in the past. Based on the TV sensation of 2022 The Traitors, this is what the 2nd series might become if various EE characters past & present took on the game. New Beginnings. I have no plans to introduce Reiss Colwell into the show. So then I end up leaving nothing. which is just shit of me. Will the white lie Callum tells, in the heat of the moment, about how and why they met, make a huge difference to the course of their relationship or will it be another thing that eventually catches up with him? The affection he wanted, the one who made him truly comfortable, the one thatd make him feel loved and accepted. For someone keen to organise Jay's stag do to the letter, Ben doesn't turn up to the Albert until after Jay's started to wonder if any men are. He'd told Ben that he felt like they needed some space away from each other. length: 13k so sorry im late answering this but ive barely had a minute free this weekend! 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